I love you. The problem with mistakes is not making
them, making mistakes is healthy. Letting them define you is not. I want to
express that I think our relationship has turned manipulative as my existence
often seems to be. I guilt trip you into continuing to engage with me. I’m
sorry. These are not healthy things in a relationship, and I deserve the blame
for letting them go on for so long. I’m walking in my sleep with you and you’ve
been trying to wake me up. You deserve to feel free to do the things that you
want to do and this is me recognizing that I am still holding you back. I am
delighted to let you know that you are the best and that I understand. My
involvement at this point amounts to a distraction from what you know you
should be doing instead. Just don’t put anything at the end. Put things where
they go. This is the greatest time on earth to start new beginnings and try
different things. Take care with you and keep living like there aren’t any when
you feel you must. In yourself, trust. It was nice talking with you. Don’t be
too strange or else you’ll end up like me.
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