Thursday, November 13, 2014

And it will be called

I love you. The problem with mistakes is not making them, making mistakes is healthy. Letting them define you is not. I want to express that I think our relationship has turned manipulative as my existence often seems to be. I guilt trip you into continuing to engage with me. I’m sorry. These are not healthy things in a relationship, and I deserve the blame for letting them go on for so long. I’m walking in my sleep with you and you’ve been trying to wake me up. You deserve to feel free to do the things that you want to do and this is me recognizing that I am still holding you back. I am delighted to let you know that you are the best and that I understand. My involvement at this point amounts to a distraction from what you know you should be doing instead. Just don’t put anything at the end. Put things where they go. This is the greatest time on earth to start new beginnings and try different things. Take care with you and keep living like there aren’t any when you feel you must. In yourself, trust. It was nice talking with you. Don’t be too strange or else you’ll end up like me.

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