i do it

handle my bidness like a big girl should

I can reckon

It's safe to say that without spending time with you I can certainly say that I haven't the slightest idea why I might be worth your time.

Apparently you cut open baby pigs, I'm not sure if I've ever done that. I think I might have. That would have been over a decade ago.

You seem like a diva. You seem type A.

I can boldly go where which is usually nowhere fast, and sometimes slow, depending on how you measure speed and relativity.

I've been in relax mode for 10 months now and haven't really been on any dates, those things are a gasp of funny tasting air.

Some air is better than other air. Less is more. I'm a walking contradiction and I can say no while I nod my head yes.

Take that, put it between your ears, process it with your neurons inside your head, and regurgitate some sort of action plan that you've been conditioned to by all your life experience.

Or, do some new, like I do. I'm surprisingly predictable, she fell in love in the first place.

Totally posting this on my blog.

what would you do

what would you do if your son was at home crying on the floor cause he's hungry

would you sleep with a man for a little bit of money cause his daddy's gone in and out of lockdown

for you this is just a good time for me this is what I call life

now listen

I was asked recently what I would do if I was homeless ... and I am homeless. I just am not houseless.

Well, technically by some standards I am since I've been renting for a decade now, pieces of time and space from Miami beach up to Washington dc as far west as Milwaukee, Wisconsin

well I told the sir Richard that I would go to the library and look for things to do

but really, we both know that the sir Richard just wanted to tell me that he was looking for a handout without having to risk his reputation, much like he disclosed to me that he might have been on some sort of something that he proceeded to not be sure about as he asked to borrow my swim trunks because apparently he's a 36 and that somehow my 32's are going to fit him.

somewhere in there, somewhere in between, I deactivated facebook and turned off my phone.

doors closing, shoes hitting, silent breathing, unsure

and so it goes, for now, why not